Recently life is giving me less inspiration on wordings. It feels like very official, formal. Keep doing same things every day. Only feeling that can feel is tired, tired and tired. It is strange, in fact I didn't do any extreme training recently, due to the carless condition and $$ less. It is just like a part of my life, I suppose to live like that.
Thus, I started to afraid, what if this kind of lifestyle continues in the rest of my time? I should be damn, because I am not good to manage tiring. When I am tired, I will sleep more to get them away, instead of determine to wake up as my friends do. When i am tired, I can't do anything. I mean when I tired, I can't do things well, but I will be fed-up to continue it when it is not well enough. I guess I am also a perfect demander.
Now again, I started to feel tired to blogging. Because I cant find any inspiration that is interesting to me. This blog is just like a forcing mechanism that force me to think something else, to prove that I am still a thinking human. Not a brainless human nor dead human.
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